I've changed, you know.

I've decided to update my blog regularly.. despite how boring the entry would be... I promise (hic).

Last night I was watching Malay drama on TV1 and I cried. I seldom cry. Even when I fell off a bus and had nasty cuts on my knee and thigh when I was 12, noo.. I did not cry. I cringed, tears did trickled but nope, it was not crying. I only cried watching Lion's King, and Dinasour. I never cry watching Malay dramas.

Well, last night I did cry. And its all Rashid Sibir, Fauziah Nawi and Muhammad Hirzi Abdul Jalil's fault. I missed the first half of the drama, but the rest of the drama was so heart-wrenching.

It was about a boy (Muhammad Hirzi Abdul Jalil) who lost his parents and stayed with his grandmother. The grandmother (Fauziah nawi) is old, but she is determined to take care of her grandson. She always talked about death, her own, and advised him to be strong when the times come. One day she fall sick, really sick and told Epul (the grandson) to buy her some medicine, so Epul ran to the shop and bought the pills. On the way home (he had to cross a river) the medicine fell off into the river and washed by the strong current. Concerned over the grandmother sickness, Epul ran to save the pills, used stick to pull the medicine to the shore but failed. In the end he dived into the river and got washed down by the strong current. At home the grandmother was frantic. Late at night, Epul's body was found and brought home. It was too much for the grandmother, she could not accept the truth. She fainted.

Kunang-kunang cucuku sayang
Pucuk paku di kais kais
Rindu siang bawa bertandang
Rindu malam bawa menangis...

I thought my tears ends there.. noooo... they had to use my favourite song as the ending.

Pelangi Petang
Kumeniti awan yang kelabu
Kutempuhi lorong yang berliku
Mencari sinar yang menerangi
Kegelapanku
Kupercaya pasti suatu masa
Sang suria kan menyinar jua
Membawa harapan yang menggunung
Bersamanya...
Engkau tiba bagaikan pelangi
Tak bercahya namun kau berseri
Tapi cukup menghiburkan
Hati ini
Seharian waktu bersamamu
Tak terasa saat yang berlalu
Bagai pelangi petang kau kan
pasti
Pergi jua...
Sudirman